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Smoking
My life history spans a long trail of abandonment, rejection and emotional abuse. I turned to substances for dulling the pain of my past. I was delivered from alcohol, yet the decption remained that smoking was a less harmful option and a practical defense between me and having that first drink. Later I realized that I had kept the door open to the enemy\'s influence in my life through accepting these lies. I went to great lengths to hide my smoking from others and to deny my growing depende...
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